and just like that I am alive again.... but I was never dead.. I just didn't feel because along time ago I decided that feeling was bad. Its my home and no matter how I try to run and hide It feels me. IT is me instantly. Then I realize I missed it and I am nothing without it. Like earth is my mother, i am a child in a womb learning and growing, the sky is the outer layer and where I get my fingerprints. How can anyone fathom the depth of what is, and what we choose not to see.